*vAn vAn dArliNg*
hello blog... its been ups and downs... i apologise for my tardiness... so sorry... hmm... tmr will be my o level e maths paper 2... paper 1 just ended and i managed it well, i hope so... also the a maths paper 1 (over already) was easier than expected... i din expect the questions to be set at such low standard... well, hope both of my e and a maths will get a1 as i tried my best...
well, i have to admit for not being a good boyfren... for many other girls, their wish is common, to have a understanding boy that will understand them better each day... unfortunately, in this case, i failed... well, actually was quite depressed... but im wrong at first, who will want to console a person who is in the wrong...? such big contradiction! im so sorri for making ur days with mi, so miserable, so lack of meaning and even privacy... choosing mi might be da greatest mistake on earth, even hundred times of making a silly mistake in o level, like spelling know in singlish, noe... the consequences is far higher than the feeling of recieve the results in ur own hands... well, i hope i describe it well enough... however, im learning to become a better person on earth.... hope god might help mi in my little dream... for now, im simply exhausted... the routes ahead are misty, full with smog... i cant see a thing... wheres the light? can anione help mi? u can imagine that the circumstances is very chaotic... "light, light and light; i want light" my aim is now to be able to learn from other pple... consecutively, i hope that i can be able to keep all the things to myself; all... i realli evny those pple who can keep their thoughts to themselves and not being expressed...
u walk into my life... u brighten up my route, u show mi the light and guide mi on my directions... and me, despite, not appreciating ur good thoughts, i turn the wrong direction and then things turn out this way... pls continue to guide mi through... i am still learning...
god bless mi as well as u, my one and only... with warmest love, i love u...